Falling down the rabbit hole is easy. The landing part i can never get the hang off. How long have i been flying? Or am I just floating? Maybe coasting to a point where I no longer feel anything. The 1st time I feel I cried. Now the tears seem to be a reaction to the extreme air instead of the pain. Or maybe I tricked myself into thinking that was the case. How long will I fall? I want to land in the most comfortable place, where the calla lilies grow. I want the ground to cushion the blow and ease the pain. As I fall I want my tears to dry and not ruin my makeup. I want that special person to be there. Want that person to have also endured that same fall onto the same ground but in his own time frame. Want him ready to grow with me and walk with me on our journey. We've already had separate falls to the bottom. I now want us to walk along the same path.
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Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Opinion
People tend to forget what an opinion is. It's a personal view or attitude. Sooo remember that when giving yours and listening to or reading someone else's. Yes you made your choices & yes you do things and think you're particular way. Its when people get to bad mouthing others and start being condescending to others that pisses me off. Your life style isn't the same as anyone else & you need to be proud of yourself, but also respect others. It's funny that we have the song proud to be an American, but we dog each other and continuously disrespect others american or not. When will be start taking their heads out if their asses and see the bigger picture. But again this is MY OPINION.
Monday, September 10, 2012
Simply US
(My husband wrote this 7-6-12)
My love for you knows no bounds. And one day it will pull me to the ground. And on my knees I will ask it of you if you & I could become one, not two. And uj God answers my prayers when I stand at the alter, you will be there. I will love you forever, to the end of my days. And each day to God will I praise. For sendibg me an Angel, so beautiful & true. An angel so perfect, it could only be you.
Monday, July 19, 2010
what now
we're supposed to be grown,
cant even compromise,
what the hell.
either this way or that way, neither way is up
cant make sense of this, or wont make sense of this
kids,family,marriage, all life time commients and compromise,
if we cant even come to terms to agree, agree to disagree, let go,or compromise
how r we gonna be a family----TOGETHER------
so thur with cryn, so over tryn, its ur move in this game, tired of calling all the plays,
getting to the point where i fake injury, or just tell coach to take me out the game.
me 0, you 0, its a tie, but is either of us even supposed to win, thur with calling draws, i want
this match to be over, never liked to play chess anyway.
a relationship shouldnt have to do with stratgie, or playing against the odds, im sitting on the bench this round, wake me when someone scores, r when someone loses...isnt that the same
if someone wins,then someone loses, not shaking ur hand when the fights over.